My name is Diana

I am a survivor of Satanic Ritual Abuse and MK Ultra

 

I was amnesiac to the SRA and MKU until

I was baptized Easter of 2023. 

Then a movie was turned on in  my head,

the movie of my childhood and life.

 

But let me back up a bit.  I never remembered the first 11 years of my life.  My 2 limited memories started in my 20s with just sexual abuse by my father.  It afforded me the opportunity to work on myself, learn and investigate for 30 years. 

 

The SRA emerged after my husband and I were married when I was 45; very limited memories and I didn’t know what I was looking at.  When my husband baptized me in April of 2023 the memories came on like a flood and haven’t stopped.  My first flashback and recalls of SRA were about Oct of 2023, continuous to now.

 

I began journaling in Oct of 2023 on my own.  I went onto YouTube looking around for SRA and found Lisa Meister, Teal Swan, Fiona Barnet and many others about Jan/Feb of 24.  I began working with my counselor Jon Uhler around April of 2024.   I realized during those sessions how much of my adult life I did not remember either. 

 

I tailored Jon’s suggestions, charts and graphs to my experience, because at the time I had 50 or so parts and it’s a lot to keep track of.  I drilled down and expanded Jon’s work.  Along the way, each ‘Ted Talk’ (venting), form, graph, chart or Power Point I’ve done has shaken loose more parts.  And quickly.  I have found 500+ parts now,

in 15 months.

 

My life story is filling in.  Most of my parts are co-conscious and happy; if not yet, they are on the way to it.  Right now, I have all the years of my life filled in except 2 years and those are beginning to reveal themselves.  I accomplished this using the techniques I created.   I have a 5-foot torso that martial artists use for practice, and I vent my rage on it 2-3 times a week.  That tends to shake loose more parts, because the ones that have released their rage can now relax allowing others to surface and work out their rage.